Oh Internets, I’ve been pretty lousy at this whole “blog thing.” It seems that the last few posts have been me apologizing for my lack of time, saying I would do it right from now on, and then going MIA again. So this time, I’m not going to make any promises. What I am going to do is write in my calendar that I will do certain yoga activities everyday. I tell you with 200% of me, that when I do yoga I am a happier, more enlightened, calm, sane, and creative person. I don’t know if it is the “placebo” effect, or if something amazing is happening on the inside – honestly, I could care less. What I do know is I walk away with all of those mentioned feelings and that’s enough for me. I have harped on the need to make time, importance of self, and so much more to friends and family – time to take some of my own advice.
Yesterday was especially struggling, so I literally pulled out my mat and had an emotional breakdown. Why do I tell you this? Because, well, this is my virtual mat. Yesterday was a gigantic wakeup call that I need to put me back on the priority list. Homework will still be there, work will still be there, classes will still be there – but me, my sanity, my Self, that can dwindle away to void. So, here we go world! Back to step 1!